I still love you..

I still love you. After all these years I still love you as I never loved something else before. My heart is still beating for you. I live for you. You make me smile and feel happy and when I see you I feel like you’re sending me power and courage to live, and in the same time I feel how you break my heart slowly and slowly, each time you look into my eyes.

You are my first love. And I never belived that first love never dies until now.. You are the prince charming I was dreaming about when I was a little girl and I was the princess and life was our fairytale. And fairytales have a happy end so I suppose that if we’re not happy now, this is not the end of our fairytale… but I can’t wait till the end of it… I want you now, as the prince charming and the princess, holding our hands, kissing each other, laughing at every stupid thing, talking for hours at the phone until our parents get angry and tell us to stop, pretending that I’m mad at you when I’m not, just to see the way you try to apologize and to make me happy again, making silly faces at each other, growing up together, having pillow fights and crying together if one of us is sad. I wonder…what do you feel now?